It is 1:20…and I have just finished another whirlwind midnight cleaning session. What makes me subject myself to manic, frantic cleaning when I should be a) doing homework b) sleeping?? The answer to this can only be ascribed to disgust. Pure, unmitigated disgust at…myself. Well no not really, I haven’t let my room get
that bad in a long, long time… but sometimes, every once in a while.. there is just one too many socks lying on the floor. Or one too many books lying on my bathroom (I just REMOVED 10 books…good grief!) floor. Or my freaking 15 year-old cat has PEED one too many times on said sock on the floor (I love her, I do, but I think she’s having issues, sigh).
I was sitting at my computer, listless, contemplating the hundreds of pages of reading I need to do and the ridiculous French journal I should be working on…and instead grabbed the Murphy’s oil soap, a sponge and like a madwoman began to scrub my bathroom floor by hand. I took my laundry downstairs. I moved books. I actually PUT them on a bookshelf. I put away old issues of the
Economist (I refuse to part with old copies. They’re so darned
informative!). I tidied up my secondary “reading desk” which I haven’t touched in ohhh about a week. Yes indeed. So now, at nearly 1:30 in the morning I am going to go to sleep, satisfied in a job well done (except for my real desk/dressing table which is too frightening to reflect on given the sheer amount of
stuff on it, in it, around it). I’m so tired, I have so much work….I’m going to go to sleep.
P.S. Hanging out with old people is awesome. I went to Church (I didn’t burn!) and the brunch with my Grandfather, his girlfriend and another one of their friends (Poppy had arranged for me to meet a friend of his who is French but she, sadly, couldn’t make it this time.). It was awesome! They’re so feisty, especially my Grandfather’s girlfriend. I think it’s great that he’s found someone to be close to after my Grandmother died. He was so close to her, and they had been married for so long..that I think he really missed taking orders, hehe…Fran is good for him. And he calls the dining room the Mess Hall…You can take the man away from the Army but you can’t take the Army away from the man. 40 yearrrrrs after retiring from the Army and he still calls it that, awww. Ok now I really am going to bed.
P.P.S. Old people have such amazing stories. Will I have stories like that when I’m older? I hope so… minus the whole World War thing..